Like all of you I have made many mistakes, but the one that taught me the most was not to trust anyone blindly, when I was young I was very innocent, maybe that's why people took advantage of me so much and neither a partner nor a family member deserves all my trust, and it is not that I do not trust people, I trust, but not to the point of putting my hands in the fire for anyone unless they are my children, my trust is only deserved by God. I am sorry if it offends you or you think it is wrong the way I think, but this is how life taught me, I trusted blindly in my brother and he stole from me, I trusted blindly in a cousin that I left in charge of my house while I was out of the country and she almost swindled me because she had intentions of selling it, it was even a problem to evict her, I trusted blindly in my partner and he cheated on me with my supposed best friend, trusting so much in people brought me pain and sadness.
I can't deny that it hurt me a lot because I didn't expect it from people so close to me that I love and appreciate, but that's in the past. I forgave them and got over it, but I think I was too patient One gets tired of being betrayed, of being hit again and again on both cheeks, but if I distrust, they judge me.I am the weird one, the bad one The truth is that the vast majority of people around us will always disappoint us, it may not be their intention to hurt us, but their ambition and interest ends up blinding them.
I work since I was very young not because I liked it but because I was the oldest and I had to help my grandmother with my siblings, but I reached a point where I worked morning and afternoon and I had no time left for myself, nights were just to sleep and follow the routine the next day I learned that I must manage my time better.And leave some recreation time to share with the family, a time where I can just be at peace with myself because I tend to be very careless and anxious.I used to smoke a lot and I didn't do much sport, but after my son was born, my attention and my way of seeing the world changed now I take much more care of my health I learned not to give explanations to anyone and not to share much my personal life, only to those who deserve to know and who are happy to know about me I learned that those who I used to call friends were mostly just passers-by on the road.
Trial and error is the essence of our existence, thanks to all those mistakes we made in the past is that today we are more competent and capable to face life, so no matter how much advice and theory our family and friends give us, we must all stumble and learn otherwise we would all be useless, so many people stumble several times with the same stone because we do not learn at the first time.
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