Life in motion We are constantly changing, transforming ourselves, it is the natural movement in the flow of life, and it happens at every level, from the tiniest particle to the great cosmos.
So human beings do not escape this constant movement of transformations. In my case, I can say that the changes I have had have been for the better, that in a certain way I have improved personally, and I have faith that in the future it will be the same way, or at least I have placed my hope there.
I remember that as a child and until my adolescence, I had a very strong character, and I was very explosive to the point that many people around me said that I was "phosphorus", a way of referring to go from a state of tranquility to another of being on fire from one second to another.
This character led me to study law and become a lawyer, I had an attitude based on a strange belief that there were weak people and strong people, and I had to defend the weak from the abuses and injustices of the strong.
At home I had strong clashes with my mother, because she is a controlling and very stubborn type, and I did not accept her "mandates" without explanations, and at the age of 21 I left home to avoid major confrontations. It was not an easy decision, leaving your safe nest to go after other uncertain situations, but that decision gave me peace.
Then I started with all this holistic movement -new age-, in search of answers that had to do more with the Spirit, and also for personal growth, this motivated by that temperamental character that I had began to bother me a little, I realized that it affected my relationships (partners, friendships, family ...), and that deep down had me in a constant attitude of attack and defense.
Can you imagine a life where you feel you have to defend yourself or others all the time?
What moved me back then was a defense movement, I could not allow life to give me a blow, I was always prepared with different strategies in prevention mode before any attack... crazy, right?
The fact is that the Course in Miracles (UCDM) came into my life, as well as a lot of teachers, therapies, coachees, philosophies, and stop counting, and my personality was transforming vertiginously from one pole to another, at some point I left that reactive and defensive attitude without realizing it, I no longer had to go through life defending myself from the world.
I changed that temperamental state for one of total calm, I became serene and confident, and although in the last 20 years not everything has been calm in my life, because I have had to go through several storms, including divorce, family illnesses, work difficulties, etc... The truth is that my attitude towards these adversities has been very different from the Mirianna of 20 years ago.
Now I teach others interested in finding that state of serenity to make that change.
I have always been very dynamic and since I was a child I have been involved in many activities at the same time, maybe it is something that has not changed much in my life, however I think that now I have the conscience to "choose" well the things in which I occupy myself and say "no" to those that can wear me out or exhaust me without leaving me anything positive in my life.
Physically I have had all kinds of changes, from being very thin to being very fat, from black hair to blonde, brown... and now I am more freckled than before 😊
The experience of being a mother also made my life change from heaven to earth, even more so being a single mother, but I think that's a story for another post, so I won't go on too much longer.
I loved this week's exercise promoted by @galenkp on his: Weekend-Engagement topics: WEEK 199
Are you up for participating?
I invite @charjaim, @damarysvibra and @rosahidalgo to participate.
See you soon! Thanks for being and good vibes to you!
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