It feels like starting or continuing a task is much harder than actually doing it. I just don't have the motivation to continue on doing it although that it always get on my mind about doing it on this day and this hour but it seems that it is really hard on starting it.
I tried on different methods like doing it in different time or starting it with another motivation because of this and that but what I get is boredom and not doing it. I just don't seem to understand myself on why I cannot start on the task that I was supposed to work.
There were too many things that I started to think when I start on the tasks and one of that was mood because if I am not on my mood, then the willingness on working on it was slim and almost zero and I actually do nothing or playing games rather than continue on working with the task or the work that I started.
It's been I think three weeks already since I stop continuing with my work, I have tried my best to work on it because I know this is not for myself but also to the people who were struggling to find a job for themselves, I want to help them the best possible way that I could and it is one of my dream that because of me, they landed the job that they want.
One factor that I stop doing it seems that that the work load that I got is very big, I don't think that I can do it but it's better to chop them into smaller tasks and not going it on one go for the bigger task.
That's one of the solution that I can think of so that I can start off with my work and I think I can do that one on chopping the tasks at hand. Aside from that, I also got a motivation from the love of my life and that's why I think I can do it.
