First of all, I got a strength and power stronger than before. I slowly gaining my positive energy, accept the truth and reality but still hoping for what the best plans from God for me. I confessed all my sins and ready to accept the blessings from God and the forgiveness of all my sins. I manifest that I am one of the many reason why He was born for the people. I am not perfect and I need His power to redeem me from all of my mistake. Let us cleanse ourselves before we enter the new year coming to gain all the love and heavenly grace for us.
Before I proceed, I want to let you know that December 27, yesterday was the 19th death anniversary of my husband. It was a saddened death by cardiac arrest and was pronounced dead on arrival in San Pedro Hospital Davao city Philippines. He was working as an electrician in the farm of our boss since our wedding and my child was only 14 years old. I was also renewing my contract going back Saudi Arabia. I was then 3 months working for my new contract when he died. I was spending my vacation and we were talking before my flight. Our relationship that time was no longer on the go. What I regrets sometime now that how if I listened to him that I would stay and live with them, maybe, he might be living until now? He was younger than me but left us behind so early.
I commemorated his death anniversary with a deep breath thinking all about us now that our grandchildren are growing so fast. I let my son with his daughters visit the tomb of my husband.What had happened has a reason and there's nothing to do is to accept the consequences that I am feeling right now. So, those who have misunderstanding of your husband and wife or the entire family, if you have matter unsettled, try to fix everything before its too late, before the one concerned could not talk anymore. I was so blessed that we talked about our situation and had forgiven our both shortcoming before it happened to him.
That's my #wednesdaywalk post for @tattoodjay, it not a walk but my heart and mind was walking accross the miles away thinking of my late husband. It also made me smile, I knew, we had forgiven each other and I am now taking care of our son and grandchildren. He is still watching them and 19 years ago of his death is just like yesterday. Time flies so fast but forget him is not easy. He always a part of my yesterday and appreciated it as it became a lesson how I deal my life today and tomorrow.
Forgiveness is one of the vital reason how to live in harmony. If he died and we didn't talk, I doubt if what the overcome. Hevasked forgiveness to all what he did inside our marriage. The only mistake I did was when I refused to stay and leave them again for the future of my siblings and son.
That's the #Wednesday walk of my soul😊😊😊!
Thank you so much @tattoodjay, @elizacheng, #hiveph and @asean.hive admin and community members for your support to me.
