We often underestimate our own abilities a lot of times, and using myself as an example, I used to do this a lot. I literally missed out on so many opportunities in my life just because I thought I wasn't good enough, or that the thing wasn't meant for me. I used to be the kind of person that loves trying things out, I was never scared of failing at something. I wasn't entirely bold and all that, but I was very daring. Lately, I have been trying to rekindle that fire.
To start with, one thing I think I can do but I am not doing is SINGING. I enjoy singing at the comfort of my personal space but never to other people. I am not very confident to sing for people to hear, I just do it personally for my own pleasure. I have been trying to encourage myself to take part in all these Hive singing competitions, but I haven't been able to. Apart from doubting my singing ability, putting myself out there is still something I struggle with and been trying to work on. I do hope I gain the confidence to participate in one of the Hive music competitions soon. My first try might not be perfect, but maybe I can grow, yeah?
What I didn't think I could do and I am currently doing. I didn't have to think too far before realizing the answer to this. So while trying to find my path after finishing the university and officially joining the pool of unemployed graduates in the country, I decided I wanted to pick up a skill-one I will build professionalism in. To my greatest shock and surprise, I started picking interest in front end development.
Maybe this wasn't supposed to be a big deal but it was! The reason is that I never imagined myself coding. When I see people code, I would be like 'nahhh, this is definitely not for me!'. It all seemed very complex and I was so sure I would never go that route, until I did! The journey has been very interesting, although a bit rocky. I am transitioning into a field I had very little knowledge of, so there is actually a lot for me to do.
When I finally become a professional, I would always mention this part of my story in almost all my speeches😂🤭. I would be so dramatic and extra about it and start giving off all these 'perspire to aspire' kinda vibe to encourage newbies😂😂🤭
This journey is one of the most fascinating ones I have embarked on this year, and I am really looking forward to the rest of it. When I started considering the field, I was very surprised at myself and I am glad I went for it. I have been really enjoying it so far and I get very thrilled whenever I learn new things.
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