Allowing The Sleeping Dogs of My Past Lie

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My life has been full of ups and downs and with the state of human's memory capacity or let me say my own capacity of keeping memories, I tend to forget some past occurrences and not until I saw the description of this prompt, I do think I had some issues about my memories being a short term for some past occurrences in my life.

Having said to talk on the prompt on recording and rewatching past events and history of my life, I've had times of good memories that I so much love and cherish to remember anytime and would love to rewatch but then, it also made me remember when I lost my mum.
How I gave my friend my phone to cover the burial service and process of burying her because I want them to be with me to watch later but unfortunately I didn't have the boldness to watch the videos till the day my phone got faulty and it ended up getting formatted. I cried so much on getting back to the office because not just those videos were lost but all pictures and videos of my stay and fun memories with my mum when she was alive were gone.

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In as much as I would love to get those memories of her back and rewatching them like those present days, I wouldn't want to rewatch the moment I was called at past 4am that she's not breathing after grasping for breathe. I wouldn't wanna replay how I madly transit back home and meeting crowd in my compound. They are the worst memories of my life that I wouldn't want to watch or rewatch.
Not because I want to forget how I lost my mum to the cold hands of death but I prefer it staying in my head and hunting my memories alone than getting to rewatch it like it is fresh.

In summary, I wouldn't want to get my history recorded and re-watched. It might have been a YES if I had not lost this precious Gem of mine but considering that, it's not worth it going for the record and rewatch option.

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Some memories are really not worth revisiting, I like your point of view.

Yeah revisiting them is not an option. Thanks for stopping by

I understand your plight and the need to let the past remain in the past, especially for yor mental health and not to reopen old wound.

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Yeah I try to imagine that with a physical old wound and seeing blood come out of a drying wound makes my body shake. ..

Thanks for your input and the gifts

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Thank you 😊

Sorry dear once again....
Some memories are better left for us to just picture in our head rather that watching it because it will bring back the whole memory like a fresh one

Yeah it's better left in the head. Thanks for your input and for stopping by Dhavey

You are welcome 😊

it's better to let go move on and heal up.... aswer we better not replay some them cause it will be so heavy on us.. .nice prompt

So heavy o HiveMan
Thanks for stopping by

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