End of year can suck! I am lucky that it isn't too bad for me, though the people I work with get hammered.
So, I'm the last one who gets to take a "vacation" right now.
They say, that a real entrepreneur will do for years, what others aren't willing to. Good luck :)
You can't have it all at once.
Definitely not. But you can improve what you have over time - even marriages ;)