I never taught English in Australia - only here. And I only consult over the internet after Covid - I try to do face to face as often as possible.
which is at the level of an American elementary school student
It is probably better than an American's :)
My dear bro @tarazkp !
Thank you for giving a kind answer to my awkward and straightforward question!
You are a very strong person! However, humans achieve true perfection only when they meet God!
I believe God is calling you now!
Every human being has to make a choice at the most important moment of his life!
I hope you make the right choice!
For I command you today to love the LORD your God, to walk in his ways, and to keep his commands, decrees and laws; then you will live and increase, and the LORD your God will bless you in the land you are entering to possess.
But if your heart turns away and you are not obedient, and if you are drawn away to bow down to other gods and worship them,
I declare to you this day that you will certainly be destroyed. You will not live long in the land you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess.
This day I call heaven and earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live
and that you may love the LORD your God, listen to his voice, and hold fast to him. For the LORD is your life, and he will give you many years in the land he swore to give to your fathers, Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.