I can glimpse through your narrative that you are a believer in the holy word, but there is something that we always struggle to keep in mind and apply in our lives and that is faith and trust that he always fights our battles and rewards us in a special way.
When these thoughts invade you remember his powerful promises and take refuge there, I assure you that all will be well soon you will share it with us through this medium.
A big hug 🤗 😘 😘

@princessbusayo