By the photo on your post, I am sure your "what the fuck" was a push of energy. Just looking at those colors in nature feels great, on top of that you are doing one of your favorite hobbies, I can imagine you had a perfect day!
I have not felt the need of a "what the fuck" for quite a while, but I did several times when I was a company employee. To me, it always ended the same way,,, quitting :)
Quitting...funny you should say that as I've been evaluating the scenario and still am. I'm not sure what will happen but know that there's only so far I'll bend before I'm all out of shape...best not to go there huh?
I heard this quote from Steve Jobs in his speech at the Standford Graduation Ceremony back in 2005. I have stuck to it since then, and have watched that YouTube video many more times as it is a source of inspiration.
Yep, asked myself that a few times as well. Sometimes things get in the way of the changes though, some within and some outside of our control. There's always a way forward though.