New year, new hope, and new changes. 17 years into smoking? This can be detrimental to your health. I assure you that it will come to an end with the help of the Holy Spirit in your life. Sorry, do you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ? If not, it's time for you to accept him and your personal lord and savior, and this habit will die off.
Cheers to your new path and Jesus loves you the way you are.
God bless you.