Am I at fault for feeling down?
I’m just a young girl of twenty one and I’ve done so many things in my life. I can boast anywhere that I’m proud of myself. This afternoon, I was sitting alone, calculating the amount of money I’ve spent this year and it is over a thousand dollars. That’s to show that I’m progressing.
Well, this money isn’t for buying dresses and so. I am using all of these money to invest in one thing or the other. I’m just trying to make sure that I secure a good and bright future for myself.
I’m a lady and I don’t have any support from anyone which is just like me saying that I’m all for myself and I don’t have anyone who supports me financially. There was even a time when I was thinking I could get a guy who will take care of me and help me carry some of my burdens but there is no point doing that.
I’m not that kind of girl. I don’t follow guys because of money or because of what they have to offer but I’m glad that I am able to pay for the basic things that I need in my life.
Now, I see so many girls who don’t have any job or don’t even work as much as I do but they are looking very good and fresh. I do not envy them but it’s just crazy that someone like me who works very hard and hardly get a good sleep isn’t even glowing like them.
I have now noticed that so many people who work hard do not even get appreciated by the society or do you think I’m wrong or living in the wrong environment?
I just keep believing that I’d glow someday and become who I want to be. I just have to work hard and try not to be like anyone.
Right?
