Being young means going through difficult situations, it means falling into darkness, we constantly focus a lot on the opinions of others, we hurt ourselves by thinking that we are not enough for such an empty society.
We think that “friends” are much more important than family, that advice from mom is criticism. We try to heal wounds with which she will not heal us.
One day a neighbor invited me to a retreat where I had a great time, in that retreat I discovered that what I was doing was wrong, that to think that by escaping my reality everything was going to be fine when it wasn't.
I discovered the love of God, that not having God in my heart was what did not allow me to clarify my thoughts.