It is certainly as you describe, it is like being in a prison, the advantage is that you are the jailer and it is up to you to use the key to free yourself, it is a process of adaptation and acceptance. I would say that more than feeling pressure, it was more not wanting to fail and end up recriminating some actions, but certainly the important thing is not to act because of what they tell you, but because you evaluate your environment, the possible consequences and the experience of others, at the end of the day, the stories may look alike, but each one is unique. Thanks for your time in reading and nice comment, I found it very complete. Regards