Almost all my life, I have been a really nocturnal person. I have even forgotten what it feels like to sleep early, because I always sleep at really odd hours. My system has seemed to get used to this routine and I am really scared for my future, lol. Although, this comes in handy sometimes; like during exams. However, it is generally bad and not so good for my health.
Lately, I realized that I actually get things done mostly at night because I seem to function better then. I want to believe this is just what I feel and not the actual reality, maybe I can work on my mentality. I have been on a streak to write on hive every single day and also take a lesson everyday on Duolingo. I have been sticking to that plan, and I am totally proud of myself for that, but there is a little problem.
I always end up doing these things at night despite not having a busy day. I just graduated from the university and I do not have a job that keeps me busy, so I just chill and do necessary house chores during the day. I would wait till night before writing my post and attending my duolingo lesson. And trust me, I have tried working on this but it just seems to not work out. I can not even blame it on house chores, because honestly, I can manage to do these things despite it.
I am going to another phase of my life, and I am really hoping this doesn't go on till then. Of course, I know the solution is totally up to me, but I really hope I figure it out. Maybe make a to-do list and add time stamps to it? Doing my tasks early might even help me to sleep earlier, although it might take a while to adjust.
I really just felt like ranting about it because the same thing keeps happening again and again. I don't want to keep beating myself up for it, I want to genuinely work on it and I will really try to. Managing my time well will really lead me to achieve greater things for myself, and that should be a beautiful drive right? Well, I am hoping tomorrow will be a better day and I will be able to stick to the change.
Thank you for reading❤️