This crypto market crash is really getting on me, I have been cranky since yesterday, just feeling very angry about this whole thing. How the market is getting manipulated and it's totally out of control going bizarre. I was so much looking forward to a good wave coming up and here it is boom going down once again, when it was all anticipated to go up :-( I know I have been reacting way too much, but then I am just feeling very frustrated with the timelines that's impacting my personal goals, and I do not even want to sell of my stakes in frustration.
I am feeling like time has stopped for me in these last few months. I have so many things to do, but nothing seems to be moving forward, feeling like stuck up in a time loop and trapped in it. Yes, I know it's all in the divine timing and we humans have no patience when it comes to timing. I am sorted most of the times, but then there are times when it triggers and flares up like now, and I do not wish to hide away from it. I would rather feel it and let it pass. I am feeling like, all I am doing is just entertaining myself in the last few months and not doing anything meaningful, and I am not feeling very good about it. I know someone in my place would be happy to have good times in life, and I am happy too and also very grateful for these beautiful days but when some purpose or meaning lacks in my life then that's where it leaves me drained out.
Anyways I still need to cheer up and keep myself going. I have no control over certain things in life. Writing is one way for me to release and heal and that's what I am exactly doing right now. I know in real there is no problem with me, it's just all messed up in my head and it needs some good and positive energy to clear up. So for that I am going to soak myself up in lots of nature energy today and nothing better then flowers.
Though not my best picture, still this is one of those moments when I have been at my best energy wise. This is clicked in my own garden when the roses were in full bloom.
And some few others also. This was taken in Bern, I was so mesmerized by this Rose garden.
This is another happy moment at my friend's wedding, a beautiful flower decor was done on the stage and me in my traditional wear.
Some random flowers on the way
Such a feast to my eyes and soul
That's another one from my home garden
This was on the way while trekking to EBC
It's a little one from my home garden, I love the color of it.
I also plan to go to the beach towards sunset time and soak myself up there. I am hoping that tomorrow is a better day with a better mood for me.
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