Hello everyone!
Hope all are safe and well! ☺️❤️🙏
It’s been a while since my last post. Honestly, I haven’t been active lately because I’m facing my silent battles. Sometimes, life brings us to a point where we just can’t share everything online not because we don’t trust people, but because some pains are too deep to explain. There are things that are better kept between you and God. 🙏
These past days, I’ve been trying to stay strong even when my heart feels heavy. I admit, I am afraid of what’s ahead. I wake up with so many thoughts running in my mind of what will happen, what if things don’t get better, what if I can’t handle it anymore? Those what ifs keep me awake at night, and sometimes, they make me feel weak. 😭😭
I wanted to write to ease my thoughts, to divert the sadness and anxiety I’ve been carrying, but lately, it’s been hard to put everything into words. I even tried to continue sharing about my week vacation in Taytay, but my mind just goes blank. I guess when your heart is tired, even the things you love doing become heavy too. 😭
Still, I decided to write this not to seek sympathy, but to remind myself that it’s okay not to be okay. Writing helps me breathe somehow, even when I can’t fully open up what’s really happening. I just can’t share too personal details for now.
When I look at my photos, I can’t deny that there’s something in my eyes, that quiet sadness, that heaviness that I try to hide behind a simple smile or a face mask. Sometimes, people won’t notice it because I still look fine on the outside. But deep inside, I’m fighting silent battles that only I and God know. 🙏
Maybe one day, I’ll be able to tell the whole story. But for now, I just want to take it one day at a time, to breathe, to pray, to believe that this pain will not last forever. I know God has a reason for everything, even when I don’t understand it right now. 🙏
If you’re reading this and you’re also fighting your own silent battles, please know that you’re not alone. Keep your faith, keep going, and never lose hope. 🙏
The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. ~ Exodus 14:14
Sometimes, being still is the bravest thing we can do, to let go of what we can’t control and trust that God is already working behind the scenes. 🙏
Have a Blessed Thursday everyone! 😀😀😀💖💖💖
Thank You Lord for the blessings and love!
Be grateful in every little/simple things and you’ll find happiness you ever wanted! 😀😀😀
Everyday is worth to be grateful of!
Praying for the safety and wellness of all.
Heal Our Land Oh God!
Lovelots,
@shikika
