Hello there @sydmae! Welcome to Hive community.

I understand what your husband needs. He just want to have a mother who will take care of his kids. And his the provider. Its hard for you to let go your passion. Especially in our country if your a stay at home mom people think your doing anything. They will say "ohhh sa bahay lng sya. hayahay ba".I really understand you and Ive been into stay at home too. But they dont know our sacrifices to leave our job. Its a professional job to be a stay at home mom, take full responsibilities for our family. We always think of I want to do something to help my family. However, thinking too much is will not help dor or mentahl health. But society is so judgemental. Not all people can understand our situation. And the good things is, you see the milestone of your kids. Its an accomplishment, rewarding, that Ive been in their milestones. From our modern world we have work from home job. Good thing for you to continue your passion. Balance your time for family and work professionally.Its really a rollercoaster journey of your life. Those challenges will be your learnings. And its not ends here, trials will come and I know you can handle it well. Your experiences highlight that your ready to adapt and succed in any opportunity that comes along your way. Stay safe always. Looking forward to your next blog.😍