Thank ya for the kind words.

Dark dog seems an apt description. Sometimes I feel like I'm fighting it other times it's more coping, depends on what's happening. Right now, though, it's def a staying above the dark spiral.

As to unconventional treatment, I really hope microdosing shrroms becomes an more throughly studied and acceptable treatment eventually. It's shown really good results for folks whom nothing else works. (Not saying that's what you're doing. Just what my brain went to when I read unconventional)