It was very interesting to read. I am a Buddhist, but on the other hand, I also believe in Animism. I think everything has spirits and gods inside. However, I also can't forget about the concept of "無我.” I think the concept of our existence is such an eco thing. We recycle and reuse our souls (mind?) again and again... I sometimes can't wait to go back to see the 無 concept, but when I see it, maybe my feelings are also becoming 無 kana...
Anyway, I liked your childhood story @dbooster! I felt very special when I was sick and watched very creepy, interesting, funny movies like you did when you were young!