Omg, i'm sorry babygirl.... thank you for being so raw and open. I really felt this. First off, I just want to say you’re not alone in this, even if it feels like you are. That heavy, blank stare into space... yeah, I know that space way too well. It’s the space where you’re trying to make sense of your fire not lighting anything up, no matter how much you strike the match.

Swallowing slowly. Breaking it down. Trying again.

And yeah, biting off more than we can chew? It happens to those of us who believe in ourselves, who dream bigger than our current situation. There's no cheat code, really. But I think the trick is forgiving ourselves when the bite chokes us a bit. You’re doing that. One word at a time.

I will drop a message now babygirl