You're okay :) Don't overthink it (though I know it's tempting). It sounds like you're quite young (?), and there's going to be a lot of twists and turns in your life, even if it feels like any one decision right now will map out your entire future forever. Of course, all decisions should be treated with importance as they do impact how our lives turn out, but change is ever-present, try to choose what feels right for you in the moment, pursue what calls to you. And if it proves to be not right for you in the future, you can always change your path. Be kind with yourself. :)