Hey guys 😊,
I’m sooo tired, 😩😩 Gosh, that hotel drains all my strength 🥺
I don’t even get enough time to sleep talk less of to check communities and go through posts 🥹 I can’t wait for February next year soo I can be done and dusted with this NYSC of a thing 😩😩.
When I think about some aspects of my life though I wonder weather it won’t be better to just retain the job after service though because, like, there is no job anywhere and I honestly don’t think I would want to finish this service only to go back to selling things for my mum in her shop, but on the other hand I’m not exactly happy working af the hotel. 🤔
Soo that’s enough about that,
Before I go into something or somethings I can’t travel without, I want to free my mind of something that’s bothering and weighing down on me 🥹
Sooo yesterday, I had an issue with my immediate senior brother relating to food, and it led to a fight between us 🤧 soo in the process of the fight, I slapped him(it wasn’t intentional, it just happened in the heat of the moment) and the matter reached my mum and our eldest brother’s ears. Here I was thinking that they’d at least want to hear my own side of the story 😞 but no, they all just kept talking about the fact that I slapped him and how disappointed they were with me and that I keep disgracing the family 😔.
So I’ve decided to just keep my distance and become the quiet one in the family to avoid further issues and prevent further disgrace 😣.
Now that I’ve taken time to think about it though, I feel things could have taken a better turn or we could have both made better decisions, but, the deed has been done and it can’t be reversed 😕. I’m still sad about their attitude towards the whole situation and what they made their own concern in the whole issue but I would still get through this 🙂💪🏾
Forgive me for going off topic lol 🙂, I just needed to reduce the weight on my chest and feel a little less down and depressed 😩.
I feel a little better now tho.
Soooo, one thing I can’t travel or even go anywhere without now is my earbuds 😂 like, I’ve gotten soo used to having them with me wherever I go that if I forget to carry them I feel very uncomfortable for the rest of that day 🤣 I wonder if it’s just me though.
Whenever I play music on my buds, the world just goes mute and I’m able to think and sort out things and thoughts taking up a lot of space in my mind 😮💨
Soo as at last year December, when I was packing for the Christmas holiday, I realized I didn’t need to pack soo much, I could literally just take a few things and it would be enough for me for the period I’m in the village. Normally, going to the village for the holidays, I pack a whole lot, like as if I’m permanently moving to the village.
After I realized I didn’t need much though I decided I was going to be packing light from now on for every travel 😁😄
Soooo until the next time folks 😊 I will see you when I see you 🥺 I miss you guys already 🥺😩🙃
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