I’d feel too bad to use them, they’re gorgeous!!

Welcome to the club! I though I'm the only crazy one feeling like this 😆 It's called respect I think. Respect towards the paper/notebook. I have this habit of always writing really nicely at the beginning and promising myself that I'll keep up the nice handwriting, then on page 10 you are wondering if it was me writing, or a pig 🤣 Ok, that was a joke, but when you're in a meeting, or at a conference, there's no time for nice writing.

It doesn’t make you an addict… let’s just say you’re a fan of notebooks and notepads, there’s nothing wrong with that.😁

Awww, You're really king and I love it! That's it! I'm a fan, or an enthusiast, not an addict 😎😄