As I was reading your lines, I was remembering my own childhood. I was also the first daughter and granddaughter, so I was spoiled until my sister was born. I too was punished and had my fair share of spankings and slappings. It is good that you too are not upset about it with your parents, I know that at the time one is filled with rage and feels that one will not love them anymore, but as one grows up and maturity comes, one is thankful because they corrected us in time.