Hi @vegetvegeta welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
It's hard to work and study at the same time, I understand because I did the same thing. The good thing is that you learn to value what it takes to achieve things and appreciate what you have more. I like how you described how you feel when you admire space. It's true, it makes us feel very small, doesn't it? I'm confident that @madilyn02 will help you get off to a good start here. For my part, I recommend that you start by exploring these two communities that you'll like: Worldmappin and Hive Gaming.
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!