LOL. What a stubborn mind you've got. Good news is, if it's any consolation, a lot of minds are stubborn, hence the struggle for discipline, and in my very small years of being, I've come to realise, and wish to remind you, that once there's an acknowledgment and a resolve to work on such as is acknowledged as a problem, the striver will win. It really is a matter of time, and what is time, you know?

Keep at it ma'am, you're going to be just fine. well done!