Somehow I feel so happy about today, I might not be where I want to be but I am happy to be alive and well, it's not every day one clocks plus one , yeah you got that right, it's my birthday today and I am very happy about today.
My last year birthday I was filled with pains , emotionally and somehow physical, but I was still holding on to the fact that it's gonna be better , sadly it didn't get better , and yeah I didn't also lose my life in the process, but I tried to find a way for me to be more human like every other person and yeah I did. Some people call it selfish without knowing what I had to go through, truly I owe no body an explanation, and since I wear the shoe , only I know where it pinches , now I'm at peace and also feeling good, though I still have alot of struggles but I know somehow I ma going to overcome them all.
It might not be something that would come so easily , yeah this i know, for now I am just happy for the fact that I can be myself and be free from some hurting issues.
Since it's my birthday today , I didn't have anything planned out , I just wanted to stay indoors but my friend decided I didn't have to be indoors today like every other day, she asked me to come over to her house , yeah currently in her church for a church meeting which I think is kinda nice of her to ask me to come , and after this I know her ,she would want us to hang out at a cool spot. Well I don't know but I'm hopeful about how today is going , even though I personally didnt have a plan , it's kinda nice to have someone think for me on this kind of thing.
Initially when she asked me to come out , I had told her I didn't have money to do anything that infact I was waiting for a friend to send me funds to buy water in the house, and she was like I didn't have to spend so much to have a good day and I was like I don't even have what to wear to go out and she said I shouldn't bother about the whole cloth thing,I was like "you want me to go out without anything nice?" Until.she said she got me covered blah blah blah.... , I arrived at her house when she was dressing up for church which was a good thing too, and yeah that is how I got here presently and as I sit here I decided to make this post till she's done with her meeting.
It almost rained when I was about leaving the house,it's always normal that it rains on my birthday , my mom had called this morning and after wishing me a happy birthday she had told me to expect the rain and I wasn't surprised to say I was just like , "this woman knows her daughter" . You know those African mentality kind of thing. Well I was still glad to tell her it did drizzle on me ..lol.
Well..., In all today I say a Happy Birthday to myself , and I hope that the coming years would be better and I will be more happier than now.
And no I didn't receive any gift today , but it's okay. 😊
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