It's true that no one can guess what lies behind such beauty, and here we see an example of that.
It's very sad to know what you're going through, and I know because I've suffered from health problems with unbearable pain and have come to think the worst.
It's true that strengthening the mind is an excellent exercise, as is self-discipline with food, exercise, and everything else you know you have to do.
Take good care of yourself because we need you in the community, but above all, your loved ones need you.
Thank you for sharing.
What a coincidence that we both chose the same topic from the initiative proposed by @galenkp.
Have a great weekend.
Cheers and best regards.