just didn't want it to be me doing it

This! Same. Those actors and actresses, they are really amazing no coz they can do that. I appreciate and i'm really a fan if those who can act, but I just can never be in that role same as you. For a shy type like me, i also never see myself doing that. If we do this, we have to be ready to be criticize or to get judge. I don't like that too. Acting is one hard role that's for sure.