Understanding that no one is better than you and has no right to manipulate you or take advantage of you because they think they are better is a big step. I also believe that understanding that you deserve the best is a big step too.
Love is the greatest force in the Universe, and that is what binds you together. 😇
Good thing you bought charcoal for cooking! That's foresight and maybe you'll even have a barbecue even if you have liquefied gas. Food made with charcoal tastes great.
(a tip) If your pots get dirty, you can grind charcoal, and I think with salt and baking soda you can make them sparkling again. I'm not sure about the recipe, we'll have to do some research. hahaha... I'm just kidding to make you smile.