My best wishes to you, I'm sending you my positive vibes, and don't give up... shout that you are the master of your body... that worked for me in January. Life in the countryside is calmer and safer, children can play with enviable freedom... and even the games can be more fun because of the space they have at their disposal... and of course, the parents knew there was no danger... I envy you! 😁
I hope you feel better soon. There are some events you'd love to participate in: Cheer up!!!