I can only imagine the pain the loss of Lana has caused you but it's good that you're already on the path of moving on and using your creations to honor Lana the best way you can. I hope you get more relief from these.
The pain is bigger than I even expected for many reasons, but I simply cannot let that overtake me. We both, have to move on and be there for the other two dogs and live our life the best way we can.
You have indeed taken a good decision, the other two dogs need your care and attention, and I believe Lana will be happy to see you so that