We humans are different in our ability to shape our future just as we want. The moment I felt that the gravity of truth and I started to think deeply about it. We build our future each day and that rolls our career, starting from little accomplishments to the larger success stories, everything is connected.
Last couple of days, I was quite unhappy of the turn of events happened for me. Failing at to do certain tasks sometimes create a sense of frustrations, a wave of hopelessness that hits differently to different people in selective moods. For me, I was downcast with raw emotions.
The realization that not belonging to a perfect place is just the whim of the fate. If you are in a bad place and suddenly you feel like you dont deserve to fit in, then devaluation occurs at time. Sometimes we are to stay there for months time, even years with no improvement and literally no recognition of the inherent talent for being in wrong position.
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I have had the same feeling for years and the more I tried to blame for that, the more I started to see analogy of it around the world. Remembering world's great scientific prodigy, a theoretical physicist, the german mad scientist who changed the world order and brought forth modern revolution of science we see now, Albert Einstein had same experience of life.
In search of earning a living, quite many people are to give away chasing down their dreams. Sometimes the journey start to stop in the midway, or even with stern efforts it rolls on. Being a clerk at patent office, Einstein felt he deserved a better position, good that it fits in a renowned university where he could pursue a teaching career.
But, after failed attempts God preserved something greater for him that he never thought.
When he theorized a whole new equation that the world was unfamiliar with, the equation that equates mass with energy and same laws that succeeded to conduct nuclear research and inventing its energy, creating a revolution - the he got a position at Max Pluncks "Prussian Academy Of Sciences".
That was the elevator period of his career that started to carry on later bringing him huge success on the aftermath.
What I think, the periods of life are just a matter of passing events one after another. If one is busy to just thinking the results in life isnt working properly and full of failures, thats when the time comes to be happy and set the mood light.
Because, either way things would change for life and all it takes is some times, nothing else.
All the best for your life.