It is something to think about whether it's internal or external so that you can be prepared to address it @princessluv. However, no all the time we know where it originated. Some individuals are adept at making one think the problem lies with them. They are what we call gaslighters. And they are expert at it.
Thanks so much for your visit. I appreciate it and your thoughts. Take care and have a good start to your weekend.
!LADY