Okay, I weirdly enjoyed reading this, hehe. I think if there is one thing I know about really good chess players, they always try to act like they don’t know what move to make next but the actual do. And they don’t try to make it a must they win but they want and will win.

I’m sure you are getting better by the day and seeing how you are giving yourself to learning, growth is inevitable so I believe someday you’d have even more and better wins 🥰.

Good luck in future tournaments 🎉