Life as we know it is not certain. Thankful to your family for being supportive of you when you were ill, and thank God you recovered fully and can continue with your life. the important thing to always note is progress, as long as there is progress in your life, no matter how slow it might look, it is still progress and something to be thankful for, we try many things and we dont know what will work, if we had the power to make everything we do have the perfect outcome we want, things will look different i know. But we will continue to strive.