God abeg oo... Lol
When I saw your post title, the first thing that came to mind was "this one don use him rent play sporty. Landlord for deal with am." Lol ππππ
I tried sporty a few times. That time betking came out newly. Lol.. no be person tell me make I leave am. Lol πππ
Welp, it's good that you have moved on from that situation. I think instead of beating yourself about losing that money, you should actually take time to enjoy the pain it brought. Grief positively. Learn the lessons. Remind yourself of how you felt anytime you want to enter such things again. I think this way, you'll heal healthily and learn wonderfully