My sister, if we keep staying here, we would only be justifying Fela Anikulapo Kuti prophecy of Suffering and Smiling. This has become the style that Nigerians have adopted to live their lives.
I could say that you are even lucky to be government worker on a consistent salary of over a hundred thousand per month. Many folks out there earn far less and would still have to pay bills. It's so hard.
Why do you that even nurses and doctors are leaving Nigeria? It's just that the government don't want to face reality.
If I had the opportunity, Japa straight.