Hello hivers , I'm just feeling exhausted in the past week's because on the unexpected accident happened to my son. I'm really depress and slowly to feel recovered this time.
I should be strong, and feeling like it's all nothing, not to be discouraged, because it's just a test. I know my son will be fine when the time comes.
Birthday of my first born, we really planned to just buy food Bilao, because it's just affordable and Lechon belly. Every birthday of theirs, we really save money ready, we just want our children to be happy, that they feel that we somehow made an effort with them. As a reward, they will work hard to study even if they are far away. While I was looking for Bilao sellers online, it seemed like someone was stopping me, that I shouldn't spend my money first. I can't explain why my instinct is like that.
I haven't moved the money yet, as my first born's birthday is approaching, October 19 is the accident of my son. The money I saved for my first born we spent. The distance from the hospital, we have a taxi fare because it is also for the security of not touching my son's broken leg. The three of us eat the expensive merchandise outside the hospital but we really need to buy, private check up and ultrasound. We went back to the hospital twice. We really spent it. It's not really a joke when you're in the hospital.
Last Sunday, we went home to the province, my two daughters were waiting. Their grandmother only took care of them while my husband and I were in the hospital. Waking up and tired for a week.
Last August I ordered a cake, suddenly this is all we prepared. Pancit, spaghetti and marinated chicken only. I'm depressed, but no matter who we are, we won't ask for a problem that it comes on its own. We have no choice but to resolve and accept. I explained everything to my first born, and I'm happy it's ok with her, as long as his brother is ok. I won't be surprised because she was really understanding back then and a loving sister.
Once again, Happy 10th Birthday Ate Flavia, I just wish you were always very healthy, we are a complete family in hardship and comfort. Thank you because you understand everything, I know we only have a birthday once a year, but we don't want everything to be like this. We will just recover next time, not even abundant but we will give our best for your special day. and that's all thank you for reading my blog ,till next time.
