Excuse me for my boldness, but you are usually one of the three trinities for me, and let's say it is important to follow rules but it is an honor to exhibit good and nice friends, and here you come in.
You are strong friend, it would seem that your nobility harbors other softer feelings, but no, you are resilient and very analytical, and for people like you there is no sadness bent by depression...and that puts you in a very advantageous fighting position.
But the first thing should have been to ask you about your mother and her foot: is she well now?
Going through emotions as strong as hers end up affecting anyone's world, luckily, she wasn't, and isn't alone, and that's the most important thing.
It's been a while since I read you, and my apologies for that, I've been (I am) a little sick with health but battling.
A big hug for you.
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