Too busy outside in the material plane. But things have been different and I had half a year when withdrawing did help to stabilize things. I was looking for a way for that to stop, though, and it did. The need to withdraw has been eliminated.
Missed opportunity... that is another matter.
Sometimes a step back allows us to take more confident steps forward in the future, I've found it that way anyway. It's good to hear you've progressed. As for missed opportunities...I've missed many, but each missed opportunity taught me something and that's worked to my advantage.
Thanks for commenting, good to hear from you.