"what if this is as good as it ever gets"

As Good as it Gets — great movie!

Anyway, yeah I hear you. It'd be nice. I just would love to get to the point where I don't have to worry about money, don't have to always look at the price tag and hunt for the best deal to save that extra 50 cents. I think I'm past the age where falling into money would change me much, so even if I got a lot, I'd probably still worry and check prices. Habits are hard to break. But anyway, if I don't get there, oh well. Life, eh? Enjoy the process.