So sorry for your loss, loosing a friend hurts and if we have a complicated relationship to them or things happen that makes it hard to forgive, it can be harder.
But I am sure she sees you and know you forgiven her and love her.
Don’t be so Hard on yourself, be proud of how much you learned from it and your change in heart 🩷
Sweet of you to visit her and I am sure she smiles at you.
Thank you for sharing and have a wonderful weekend. Cheers 🌸