I faithfully believe in spiritual nourishment, that having faith in God helps us.

Completely agree with you. I also have such kind of relationship experience and mine was toxic. I couldn't give up on my relationship so easily because I was not the kind of person who easily gave up on relationships. But I had to let it go at some point and it caused a lot of pain to be honest. But in time, the pain healed and left valuable lessons for me.

Actually, all of our emotions, life purposes, and values fulfill our lives and give us meaning in life...

Thank you for sharing and good luck...