When thoughts take over our mind roams it is understandable to realize with fear what the future may hold losing two children previously. Distance drives those thoughts to fear when we not able to see family regularly, keep contact it's the best one can do.
!LUV
!LADY
You're right dear. I hope I will live longer to see them grow older yet, to see them that they will be confident enough to stand on their own feet. We've experienced nannies who've hurt my grandson who was only 18 months old and you can imagine what the mother felt looking At the CCTV! That's why they wanted me to be with them so I can observe them. Therefore, I need to transfer Antonia to another school so I can look after the two kids. My daughter is very anxious having lost her eldest son who was merely 16 days old during the pandemic without any cause. I can feel her agonies during that time and all I can do was my moral support as a mother. Death knocks on your door anytime, prepared or not.:(