Unfortunately sometimes, it takes someone not being of this world any longer, for us to realize the impact they have on us. I am sorry for your loss.
I think that you can do whatever you set your mind to do, so it wouldn't surprise me for you to keep the pace. However, don't forget to breathe now and again! I am terrible at remembering that and often take on more than I should.
Take care my friend and blessings to you! !LADY.🤗💜