@tehilah, this is a great post. F&#* what other people might think. You do you.
Could you improve your writing style to make it easier for people to read? Yes. But I can see that you're a clever woman - you'll learn how to do this as you read more excellent writing and notice how others do it.
But what I already love is the ideas that you have behind your writing. These are more important than perfect grammar. So, again, you do you.
Also, as I read your post and noticed the way you talk about yourself and what's important to you, you sound like my kind of person. So I'm now following you here on Hive and reblogged this post.
Baby steps. You got this.
CC.