Kylin, it's refreshing to read someone being vulnerable and honest. As a guy in his mid 30's it's hard to admit that there was a time not to long again that I was at my worst. I experience depression, true depression, for the first time in my life and.. yeah it wasn't fun.
I agree with everything you said though. Things get better, and holy crap “Pain not transformed is pain transmitted” is SOOOOOO true. It's another way to the age old "What doesn't kill you makes your stronger" sayin and it's true.
The world just needs more good people in it. People who will just be there and listen and be with you through the shit and all the bullshit without judgement. Even if they are random internet strangers who have no idea what you physically look like. Isolation is a bitch, from friends, world, whatever.
We love you Kylin! Keep on writing and being awesome! 💖