This is a little tricky, I don't wanna sound greedy but then "Can I have both?" Having to pick one is gonna be a little bit difficult cause I mean, who wouldn't want to enjoy life to the fullest and without having the thoughts of dying one day?
But then if I decide to have an eternal life "will my loved ones have the same?" I wouldn't want to live in a world where everyone I love would die and I would be left alone" like a living lonely legend" and that kind of life wouldn't be fun.
If it was a life where the people I love and care about get to have this same everlasting life then "why not" Let's all live and grow old together without the thoughts of death, we'd live life to the point our hands won't be able to hold anything, where our legs feel very weak on the ground.
So I've analyzed the first option and I don't think that sits well with me, back to the question "blue pill or red bill?"
With so many thoughts and late-night sleep "joking" I have been able to make a final decision and that is the "blue pill" Bringing someone back to life is what I'm going with.
Growing up I used to think people were exaggerating when they lost a loved one, because of the way they cried, threw themselves on the ground, felt uneasy and all that, often when I see these things, I would want to know the reason they were crying like that " was it that necessary?
Like my people will say "If something hadn't happened to you, you wouldn't know the pain" I didn't believe this statement till the day I lost my mother, the pain in my heart felt like it wanted to explode, and I cried like never before. Now if tears were gonna bring my mum back, from the way I cried I believe she would have been alive now, even when I wanted to stop crying the tears were saying something else "Maybe it was me".
It was at that moment I realized the pain others were going through when they lost a loved one and it wasn't an easy one.
The person I would love to bring back to life would be "my mother" she is the most special person in my life, losing my mum early wasn't part of my plans in life, I wanted to live a fulfilled life with my mother beside me, I wanted her to be a part of every journey I embark in life. She was my support system, the only one who would look into my eyes and tell me "I'm proud of you" I miss those words so much!!.
As much as I would love to bring my mum back to life, I don't think that would be the right to do "What's gonna change?" Is it gonna change the order of things, will it end the suffering of the world, would she live forever? Or it's gonna be a temporal stay, will she recognize me or we are gonna start afresh in getting to know each other "Now different thoughts are roaming my head".
In conclusion: I'm not gonna pick any, I just feel like both are gonna hurt us later on, and besides it won't change the world to a better place.
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